close your eyes to your day's troubles let the mind fill it with dreams a time of a brighter tomorrow perhaps thoughts of desires dream well til eyes wake to another day
tears like waterfalls flow from each eye
as emotions escape from deep within
the heart trying to release the hurt
deep in the soul of a man shows the essence of how he became who he is gives a peek to the boy he once was holds dreams he wants to come to life keeps helping his heart find fulfilling happiness
one of these days I'll learn poems scribbled for guys must stay hidden from their eyes for they don't notice the words feelings hurts deep within me alas things never change
talking to you brought me smiles my lips not curved that much in months desire to give back that joy to you your actions seemed to say that I was wanted in your life but poof one day radio silence mind worrying of what I did or said been here too many times before why do people go when I like having them around?
strumming his guitar while he whispers fantasies bringing thoughts of a ranch he wants for us sitting on porch swing watching moonlight dance on the grass hearing the musical laughter of a child guitar goes quiet as I open my eyes eventually his presence vanishes along with the fantasy gone like a ghost in the way he left me
cat paws dancing along my thigh she purrs in contentment as she does it being her mommy then she feels comfort kneading at me when she relaxed then she lays upon my lap curling up for a cozy nap into dreamland she knows I'll keep her safe forever for she is my moon and stars
smoke billows around my head soft heat of your breath to my ear my eyes closed to take in the sensations feeling lost in the clouds of smoke memories of knowing you fill my mind every moment I've loved spoiling you opening my eyes while the smoke clears still having you there to stay by my side
your words on the screen brighten my day my lips curl into a smile seeing them it tells me immediately that you're ok though I still ask to hear you say how you feel each time that I hear from you is a happy one sharing parts of what our lives are like is a gem it building knowledge and memories you like having me around as you didn't want me to go life makes me want to run from things remembering the time you told me not to leave it stays in my mind whenever I get into flee mode makes me miss when you not around though I know no one can be all the time grateful for you
skin warm against mine in an embrace fingertips brush along his neck playfully eyes upon him showing the desire welling up in her moment her lips upon his causing a fire within fluidly laying upon the bed in unison giving into our carnal needs
whisper in my ear saying you love me
your voice makes me instantly weak in the knees
imagining us close in each other's arms
the distance doesn't matter when we speak
my heart only beats for you
your voice flows through me to my heart
the notes of your guitar tingles me
every love you that you say has me all smiles
stars in the universe can't compare to your love
when I in my downs, I never linger away
certain you're my soul mate
two souls finding each other to be complete
my dream, my king
i love you for all my life
Cabins in the forest full of memorable moments of summers gone by
Among the trees are birds singing that waft to one's ears
Marks of names etched into the bark of trees of past summer loves
Picnic tables faded in color by age and weather through the years
Sea of wildflowers grown all around the grounds with overgrown grass
Imagining all the fun games the campers played throughout each day
Time echoes in the sights of this abandoned campsite that once was full of life
Encapsulating the scene in a camera to cherish for an entire lifetime
flames flickering around the logs
campfire growing hotter as they burn
heat radiating to people seated around
kids grab long forks poked with marshmallows
twirling them around in the fire
roast each one to brown perfection
set up graham crackers on a small table
plopping a chocolate piece upon each
gooey marshmallows gliding onto every one
summer breeze cools down the hot gooeyness
everyone grabs one munching in delight
nothing tastes more like camp than a s’more
opened my thoughts and heart to you
letting the walls I was building come down
told you so much of myself
wanted you to adore me beyond my issues
see past the craziness that is my mind
thought you did as the days went by
you didn't understand how my mind worked
how it worries, feels jealous, sees untrue things
could only prepare you for tip of the iceberg
never did I want you to leave me
dreamt of spending time with you
having ice cream while sitting in your car
going places with you the more relaxed I'd get
thought you knew that I felt these things
guess you didn't in the end
may have all been a fever dream I had of you
before the crushing nitemare occurred of you
the feeling of emptiness and wanting to not live
tears streaming down my face like a waterfall
reaching out to you to tell me you didn't mean it
popping on my screen a image of a gun from you
fear added to despair that makes me simply run
never told you my fear of real guns
overcome with emotions needing to get away
heart breaking from it all
not believing that this sudden change was occurring
thinking the man I knew wouldn't hurt me like this
which one was the true you i'll never know
hurting me with words could be forgiven in time
showing gun photo i'll never forgive
deepness of the distraught feelings I had
falling too hard for you was my downfall
still I cherish the days before you changed on me
will miss the man who adored me for me
wish you never stopped being that man
it never lasts though so who was I kidding
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