I making this a short like news update blog post as I not really in mood to type a ton. I had made plans for 4 things to do of content this month but after this early morning I decided to take the month off from doing anything as I don’t feel like doing anything currently. All those plans have been moved to other future months. Simply check out the calendar on the Site Updates page of my site for details.  Appreciate those who like my content when I do them and apologies for skipping this month.

I added on Contact Me page to let you all know that for an unknown period of time that I won’t be on Discord as a way to contact me. I’ve literally uninstalled the app and fully got it into hiatus mode this afternoon. A mega horrible thing happened this morning from someone I met on there that I let myself be vulnerable to and was feeling for and was trusting in some ways. Let’s just say that he did a 180° change of way of who he had been with me. It was too much a de ja vue feeling as I’ve had the change in character happen before. I know it ’cause he didn’t want to be around me anymore due to my borderline personality disorder. I told him to read about being with someone with the disorder so he’d understand. He like lives a town not far from me and I was excited to see him one day soon and he sounded so stoked too until this morning. I was so distraught by his sudden change since I been here before and not had anyone really to talk to much in like half a year (talk to him alot each day for I thinking 5 days) so I bonded & attached to him faster than normal so I was honest that I was hating being alive at that moment of him hurting me. Well his reply was to send me a picture of a rifle. Yea it was horrible experience this morning so I trying to cope and recover. I need time away.

See you all next month for a proper blog post of a topic. Blessed be. )O(